i guess people do cry when they’re happy too ü

i just had a sappy moment. ü

i woke up before dawn this morning  with an incredible feeling of elation and fear. Ah..such bittersweet contradiction, but sweet nonetheless.

True, true, good things come to those who wait. I waited for something that I thought would never come. For an impossibility that I never dreamed would ever cross my path like this…But yes, sometimes, there are those fortunate few whose prayers would really be granted. Well, well…lucky me. ü

And just thinking about it…and then basking in the thought, I couldn’t refuse this overwhelming urge to bawl my eyes out. So I did, I wept…I cried til my eyes caught dyspepsia and this clear sticky and goo-ie liquid threatened to run down my nose. (Gross, I know. ) I did this for about an hour…And when I tried to ask myself why I cried, I found myself at a loss for answers. I wasn’t miserable, I wasn’t in deep mortifying shtit…the last feeling I remembered before I went into a bawling session was happiness…there was a bit of fear, but it was more of happiness and contentment at the realiziation that I never waited in vain. So yes, it’s true..our tear ducts are also active during euphoria. ü

I guess that’s why there’s what we call "tears of joy". So to the One Supreme Being who is responsible for THIS, I thank Thee. Thank You for this wonderful blessing, for this lovely gift.

Thank You for these tears of joy.