just one of those…

February 12th, 2007

The_stages_of_waiting____i_by_ursylla I was going through my sent items in my friendster mailbox and saw that I sent this to a friend who asked me to write something for the person that she loves so that she could give it. This one is one of my personal favorites. I actually wrote this not for my friend, but for myself. There was just this point in my life when I wanted the right person to come sooo much…ofcourse by the right person I also meant that that person should love me back. I guess everyone of us has our own share of "loving someone who doesn’t love me back" stories, and it happens. But the right one does come, I tell you. He’s not a myth or an imaginary creation of a hopeless romantic. He’s real, he exists…Only that he hasn’t come yet.

So anyway, before this introduction becomes a whole different post, here it is…this is for everyone who knows how it feels to wait…

The_stages_of_waiting____iv_by_ursylla_2 When That Day Comes…

I have waited for you in my dreams…Night after night, only waking up to a reality of your nonexistence. And maybe one day I will see you.

And you can look at me like the way you look at me in my dreams. Look at me like I was the only one that mattered. That nothing, not wind, or storm, or fire could ever come between us.

And I would love you for all eternity and hold you in my heart. And I will give you my all, my heart, my soul, my being. And you will never be loved by anyone else the way I will love you. I will keep you safe, and take you into a world where morning kisses and evening dances mattered. Where I will gently hold your heart, and kiss away your tears.

Oh and yes you will love me back. And I will keep your faith in mine. There will never be a lonely day. And if ever there will be, I will paint a smile on your face. For your happiness is what I will always long for. You will learn to fear no more for I will always be by your side.

I will never leave you. I will love you til our next life. And you will love me too. And if things go wrong, I’ll make it right. Anything…everything…just to keep you in my heart. And you’d keep me in yours. For I am yours. For all of my life I am yours.

Or you can wake me up from this dream…and be miserable without you. But until it happens, until its real, until that day comes…I shall continue to wait. Now and forever, until you come, I shall wait.